Same. The past few months, actually. Actually years, but especially the past few months. And same as she said ^ my parents are even getting me professional help. But I'm kinda excited & scared at the same time. Excited on hoping it works, scared on having to tell some stranger all about my phobia. But yanno, life goes on. Gotta do what ya gotta do & get over it I guess. But I wish you best of luck!

*hugs*