Thanks everyone,
I did some research on Ativan and I can't bring myself to do it. I'm scared of becoming addicted to something and I read that Ativan is extremely hard to stop. That scares me. I will talk to my doctor about Prozac thank you Olschesky. Andee, you actually gave me hope! I never once thought of gradually taking medicine to get used to it. Man I am silly. I will research prozac and ask my doctor to start me out small. You see, this is why I just love this website!! People I know are like "just take the freakin pill" they don't understand the workings in my brain but everyone here does. I gain a lot of good insight and tips from this website so thank you all very much!