Quote Originally Posted by joendavid View Post
i understand your fears...at the sight of v on the floor i start shaking and panic and must leave the area...i always thought i was the only one and was ashamed of it.
I am the EXACT same way. JUST mentioned how I felt about it to my mother this morning on the phone, expecting a giggle and something like "nah, you're fine. You just think it's nasty like everyone else. You aren't afraid of it..." but she was actually really supportive and told me that she thought I had it, but didn't want to push me into believing it. She said I'd do better finding out on my own or talking to my therapist about it.

But anyway, I digress.

How are you doing now, taylormonsterrr? I can't even imagine being put into that position I'd freak out and cry....not sure if I could be of any help to anyone I'd be 'watching.' Hope to hear it's all better now and you pulled through!