( Somewhat graphic, I do NOT want to scare any of you!) I'm feeling very scared and so, so alone which I know you can all relate toMy 3 year old son woke up 2 nights ago sick (sv*) and V* for like 10 hours! Then he seemed alot better all the sudden! He only had D* 2 times yesterday and seemed to be back to himself pretty much. Well my husband and I started getting a sick stomach about the same time last night. He feels better w/ no V* or D* but I still feel ill. I take zofran 4mg every 4 hours which has helped my stomach alot! But now that my husband feels better hes being so non-supportive and actually being very mean so now I'm horrified I'm going to V* and a crying mess on top of it! He makes me feel so embarrassed and all I want is to just be better. To top it off my son acted like 90% his normal self and today hes had small sudden bouts of D* and just V* again..Poor lil' guy! He may have gotten choked though. He wanted a sandwich which I was totally against but everyone said it would be ok since it had been 2 days since he threw up and he choked a little on the bread crumbs and then 2-3 mins later he got sick...I guess I'm in desperate need of support. I'm also being scheduled for surgery Monday to remove a mass on my left ovary that could be cancer and they believe thats whats made me so N* for the last 2 years! I feel like everyone thinks I'm rediculious and I just wanna cry so bad! I'm 31 years old and I'm down to 94 lbs.. and I'm 5"6 so I'm skin and bones! I know I'm not much to look at due to my weight loss and this is making everything so much worse I just feel like the whole world is closing in on me and I dont know what to do! I just wish this phobia would go away and quit ruining our lives!!! Thanks so much for listening and for all your support. * I pray that God help's up all!*



My 3 year old son woke up 2 nights ago sick (sv*) and V* for like 10 hours! Then he seemed alot better all the sudden! He only had D* 2 times yesterday and seemed to be back to himself pretty much. Well my husband and I started getting a sick stomach about the same time last night. He feels better w/ no V* or D* but I still feel ill. I take zofran 4mg every 4 hours which has helped my stomach alot! But now that my husband feels better hes being so non-supportive and actually being very mean so now I'm horrified I'm going to V* and a crying mess on top of it! He makes me feel so embarrassed and all I want is to just be better. To top it off my son acted like 90% his normal self and today hes had small sudden bouts of D* and just V* again..Poor lil' guy! He may have gotten choked though. He wanted a sandwich which I was totally against but everyone said it would be ok since it had been 2 days since he threw up and he choked a little on the bread crumbs and then 2-3 mins later he got sick...I guess I'm in desperate need of support. I'm also being scheduled for surgery Monday to remove a mass on my left ovary that could be cancer and they believe thats whats made me so N* for the last 2 years! I feel like everyone thinks I'm rediculious and I just wanna cry so bad! I'm 31 years old and I'm down to 94 lbs.. and I'm 5"6 so I'm skin and bones! I know I'm not much to look at due to my weight loss and this is making everything so much worse I just feel like the whole world is closing in on me and I dont know what to do! I just wish this phobia would go away and quit ruining our lives!!! Thanks so much for listening and for all your support. * I pray that God help's up all!*
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