Thank you all so much!! Your advice has been very helpful especially you Phoenyx! I know, I always try and not let my emet mind get the best of me, but it's so hard. This is my life though, and I have God and my family and emetophobia doesn't deserve to run my life like this it makes me upset. But I actually am going to make a list, a good list of all the fun things I'm looking forward too, and I will definitely be taking my iPod. It's just gonna be hard being away from my boyfriend and some of my friends because they get me through this stuff a lot. As for the outbreak on the ship of a virus, I know it's like a very slim chance that it will happen, and besides my dad told me that if I ever need to use the bathroom to just use the ones in our room instead of the public ones that are just on the ship. That way I can know it is clean. & I wash my hands a lot anyways. Thanks for putting my mind at ease. I really hope this trip goes well and is a step in helping my conquer some of my fears that I deal with having this phobia. You guys are awesome, thank you so much!