oh dear i am so sorry to here this its a shame that when we go through something like this we cant shake it of like others..if we could we wouldnt have this phobia..i have this to because of something that happend when i was younger..i had it since i was about 6 years old and it kind of went away and i wasnt s* since i was about 11..but it didnt realy bother me..and still stayed away but it came back with force 2 years ago and its the worst its ever been..i can remember before this i had such a great life but now my brain is packed full of worry and stress everyday..its so draining and distroys your personality.. ill be here for you and so will lots of others!

Takecare and have a wonderful weekend..we will beat emet i promise