Hi there.im sorry your going through this.i was where you are now almost 2 weeks ago sunday.my folks got there first bug in 15 years on the 17t and 18th i was at my partners but had to go home on the sunday.only a day after they got ill.mum knows i have emet so bleached bathroom light switchs ie before i came home.i was in tears before i left shaking.im having cbt but part of my treatment is staying near by if people are ill.so had to face it.anyway i bleached more sunday night.everything i could think of.i had gloves on to.mum was of the nxt day but stayedbin her room.i used anti bk gel.washed hands was freaking out hardly eating.when