Ok, so im still panicking like crazy, 2 of 3 children down with a sv and the inside panic is pretty bad, BUT, i am starting this thread to renind myself what i HAVE done this week, despite claiming on here that i just cant do it.
1. I have held my daughters hair back as she v, even though it had already had v on it
2. I have put my bare hands in it to help my baby girl who was choking
3. I have walked to get my other child from school despite being petrified id come down with it there
4. I have continued to eat as usual
5. I have hugged and played with the ill girls
6. I have scrubbed it out of carpets, washed soiled sheets and washed it out of their hair
Small things really, but its 11.30 pm and im scared to go to bed incase my other one or myself gets it in the night so im just reminding myself that i CAN do more than i think i can.