It's a little weird describing v*ing... its kind of strange because if you think about v*ing at this very moment, you'd think 'that'd be so horrible, i wouldn't be able to handle it!' but if you are actually going to v*, a new feeling comes over your body for before and during the v*ing... so you are no longer that 'i cant handle it' person and more of an 'ew, i dont like this' person like a non emet would be.