I know EXACTLY how you feel! Although I haven't gotten sick in like 7 years I always feel sick after I eat! It's like
my brain doesn't even stop for a second to think how silly it would be to be nauseous after every meal I eat! And honestly I dont even know when im actually nauseaous and when it's just my anxiety :/ its a gradual process, but don't lose hope! We all know what you are going through, and we are here, just keep that in mind