I know how you feel. I hate it. My mom always made me fend for myself when I was sick. She isn't emet but it was always a burden for her to care for me. Luckily for us both I hardly ever v*. I don't know what it's like to have someone hold your hair and rub your back when v* because I never had that. It always made my mom mad when I v*. I think that's how my fear started. Now I always fear I will v* in public or in front of someone. The embarrassment is something I would not be able to handle. Ugh.

I have a daughter who is 1 1/2. She has only v* once due to amoxocillin but I was holding her and when I heard that nasty noise I bent her over so she wouldn't v* on me. I don't have a fear of others v* unless it's contagious.