Hey chick,

Please don't come down so hard on yourself. I would be honest with your parents and tell them that you are taking some time off from school for now...I think telling the truth may make you feel a lot better in some aspects. I know you don't like sitting in class you say, have you ever considered taking any online courses? Working at your own pace? Attending class in your PJ's? Open book/printout tests??

As far as work, I'm sorry you are having a crummy time. Do you go to the gym? (Not that you need to, you are in awesome shape lol) but sometimes excercise helps you build up confidence and just help clear your mind a bit. Do you have a hobby? That would also be a good distraction for you.

Also, you know you can talk to us anytime and we will help you to the best of our abillities. I hope you get through this rough patch soon hun. We are all rootin for you! (((HUGS)))