Kailey, I really feel for you <3 I just got out of a job I absolutely HATED that made me cry every single day because a woman there was harrassing me. I stayed for as long as I did because of the great pay. Eventually, that didnt even matter anymore and with the support of my boyfriend and his mom and my dad, I quit. I just started my new job this week and even though its a little pay cut, I love it, and I'm happier. I also rent an apartment with my boyfriend so living on one income was a little tighter (not tough, he's got a great job) but we made it through. I don't think it's fair to you to have someone convince you to sacrifice your happiness to be able to rent a house. Like Asianeko said, a lease is binding! You definitely don't want to go into that feeling like this.

Also, I think you're absolutely gorgeous, and that you're capable of great things