Mother efffff....I still cannot make a decision. I'm so torn. I have a full week to decide what I would like to do. I'm going to make a list of pros and cons and see what I can come up with. Thanks so much for the replies and kind words everyone <3 I know my own happiness is what I should focus on but I'm one of those people who strives to make everyone else happy even if it may cost me my own. I realize that's not ideal. It means so much to feel like I have you guys standing beside me on this even if I don't know any of you in real life. I still feel as if I have found a friend in each of you.