I'm posting like a demon at the moment too :-) But it has calmed me way down tonight (that and a couple of anti-emetics!). Have you asked the docs about anti-depressants rather than tranqs at all? Not trying to promote them in any way but I got prescribed citalopram for anxiety although they're meant for depression. I'd love to not be on anything but they defi do take the edge off the panicking. Am sorry your surgery's so useless but it could be that they're being super fussy about the tranquilisers because of all the downsides. x