...when you just know that something is amiss. I just have a *very* strong feeling someone is going to get sick tonight. I just feel it in my gut. I'm trying to be extra careful with touching doorknobs, faucets, etc. It's like my hearing is hypersensitive right now. Even the slightest movement coming from downstairs, I hear it and my heart begins to race. I feel like I was doing relatively well with this and then the past few months, I've just been relapsing and it's all hitting me full force. My anxiety is at an all time high right now and I do not know why. I need sleep. I need to wake early and I am just waiting for the inevitable. At least I feel it is inevitable. I just feel so defeated right now. :'(