Hey Hun
Please keep your chin up. You've done so well as far as dealing with the anxiety and self harm-don't let a shitty night get you down.
It seems like you are under some serious pressure these days what with the job, housing situation, etc so it makes perfect sense that you feel on edge, or like that feeling of impending doom like TM said.
Hopefully the meds have kicked in and you're resting now!
Fingers crossed for a nice quiet night!
Jennifer