My god, you are one courages person!!You have a lot of guts! A couple of years ago I heard of a girldoing the same thing you did. The doctor whom she was seeing ended up giving her way too much of the ipacec! She was very ill (didn't vomit) and ended up in the hospital for a couple of days. When I heard about her it scared me because the doctor didn't know what he wasdoing and it didn't cure her at all it made her more petrified of being sick. I don't understand why these doctors or therapists believe that giving a patient this stuff is the answer to this phobia? How many appointments did you see your therapist to get to the point of giving you the syrup? I don't know I personally disagree with this,to me it is too dangerous supervized or not and I have never heard of it helping.


Be proud of yourself you took the steps to get over this phobia!![img]smileys/smilies_39.gif[/img]