i haven't posted in panic very much lately. but i feel like i'm at the brink here. my whole body feels numb and i feel like im about to blackout. either this is a really, really bad panic attack/anxiety nausea that mimicks the feeling one gets before V* due to illness, or this might be the ultimatum of impending doom.

also... my heart is racing a lot. does anyone know if, when you're about to V due to and SV.... does the physiological process of V involve a racing heart at all? i'm finding it really hard to discern whats going on with my body right now. thanks.