I hear you moonshadow and I agree, I have been thinking a lot about it.


It was meant that it was suppose to happen at the therapist office, but maybe she thought "it was late" and she wanted to go home and eat dinner while I was going home to my v**** scenario and anxiety. I felt so lonely when I sat by the toilet at the therapist just waiting, she is not supportive or warm. And the more I think about it the more I get so angry and disappointed with her. Leaving me all poisoned like that. Also no one cared at home, I just pjuked alone and no one came to check how I was, It was just such a bad experience. I even turned the music up in the bathroom so my emet sister wouldnīt get scared. But everyone just ignored me. Well I know that I usually whantīs to be alone and v****** but still, someone should show some support.


I am still not fine, Im on my second day with the runs now. It took such a long time for my body to reject the ipacec that some had begun to pass through my body and I have to run to the toilet all the time with great pain in my bowels.


Ugh, donīt try this at home.


Love