TOTAL relapse - please help, absolutely desperate

[Elski]

Whoa! Loads going on in your life at the moment. It sounds like there's all these things going on around you which are out of your control, which you're finding very stressful. Your head is wanting some control over something and the eating thing is one way of exercising some control, in an otherwise turbulent time.

Are you linked to any support services? Are you able to chat to an understanding family member or friend who knows your past probs? I don't think you should try and tackle this on your own. You've recognised things are starting to go downhill so hopefully you can nip things in the bud before it gets too bad - get some support as soon as you can x