Thanks for your replies! Got through today with a few panics and now feel very drained but more positive a out dealing with tomorrow and am determined to enjoy myself at the Christmas fair! Although feels like my throats been cut tonight so hope that's not a bad sign of things to come

no side effects from my sons medication, started then in Tuesday and now Saturday so he should be ok right?

also my sister came back from her London trip sober! Yay no *v in sight!

Just a little nervous of going to bed to tonight though as some with awful panic attack in the early hours! Think my mind is just in overdrive!