I had a therapist all through high school then I started working and going to school full time after I graduated so I never had the time. I had to quit cosmetology school after a really bad car accident last year and lost my full time job at dominos because it happened while I was delivering. Now I barely work 2 days a week as a hostess at a family resteraunt and I should probably go back to a therapist because since I work with thousands of people I tend to get germaphobic as well. It's slowly getting better and my fiancé knows I have panic attacks and helps me through them. But the reason I don't have a therapist right now is because when I turned 18 I couldn't be seen at the kids place anymore and it was damn near impossible to find one again. Oh how I love the endless rambling thoughts. Lol