Re: New job - advice please??
I'm in the same boat, bex. Recently started a new job with great growth opportunities and earning potential, and here I am freaking myself out about the possibility of coming down with sv* at work. I've actually missed quite a few days in the three months I've been there due to waking up feeling so bad that I was convinced I had a bug. My best advice is to find a friend at work that you can confide in, someone who will help you out in the event that you are sick at work.
As far as having to commute via bus, I REALLY feel your pain on that one. My car died recently, and during the time between losing that car and buying a new one, I missed several days of work because I was too afraid of the two hour bus ride and being exposed to public transportation. Is it a possibility for you to drive your car to work? Even if it's an inconvenience, it might offer you some psychological relief knowing that you have an "escape plan."
"I'm not saying that I know what I want. . .
But I know what I don't, don't want to rot in my room. And never know what could have been, believe what everyone else tells me is true."