i agree, sweetie. Alot to think about. my phobia hit me, i was okay, i got pregnant with my two, and my phobia come back towards my unexpected suprised pregnancy number 3. I worried, stressed, and had panic attacks about v**.
I hope you think it out. I did that too. i thought, oh the morning sickness and then after having the baby, what about if the baby gets sick alot.

babies are great, but i know it will take some time to think about it all