That's so beautiful. Not a day goes by where I hope that I will overcome this phobia. I always think to myself how stupid am I? Throwing up isn't so bad... But than the nausea hits and I freak out. I start shaking, the stomache begins to turn and my whole idea goes out the window. I don't know how to tell myself that it'll be ok. That is amazing that you have. It shows that it takes dedication and a stubbornness. I hope I can figure myself out pretty soon. I am so sick of this. I am typing this right now because I just had a panic attack. Everytime I rely on pepto and Gravol to help me through when I could've just waited and seen.