many thanks for your support. I would just like to add that when my daughter was unwell the other day, I believe that what went through my mind was 'you've been here many times before and survived it', is this really something to fear? As I said having faced the very thing I feared previously it doesn't seem so bad. However I do fully admit to feeling some anxiety, over the coming days like I said I am not completely over this fear yet. I just wanted to share my story so that it may give hope to others, that one day they may be free of this fear because I am sure no one enjoys having this fear.