Okay, this has nothing to do with emet, but a lot of you here are very wise and might be able to give me a bit of advice. Okay, in November of 2011 I became home schooled due to serious depression and bullying. The depression got worse when I became home schooled because I was always alone, I had no friends, and I never left my room. It's getting better now, but my therapist wants me back in school. Specifically, that school. I don't think I'm going to get bullied again, I saw them at the home coming dance they had at the school and they said hi to me like nothing ever happened, and I'm better at sticking up for myself. But I think I'll still feel alone and isolated at that school. I'm an outcast there, and I'll feel like a freak. I can't go to another school in the area because they are either all filled up for the school year, or they are REALLY violent. (I live in Milwaukee, which is a city in Wisconsin filled with crime, the schools always have shootings and rape, and all that other stuff). The school I went to is the only one I feel safe at. Yes, I'll feel like an outcast, but I wont be too worried about getting shot or anything. My other option is to continue being home schooled. Yes, I hated it at first, but I'm just so tired of all the drama of a public school. I'm starting to make friends who do the same online school as me(we have school dances and fundraisers believe it or not, so I actually get to see them fairly often), I'm getting okay grades, I'm chairperson of the student council there, and I'm finally adjusting. It would just be easier to continue doing this. But my therapist keeps saying I might not get into college if I continue doing this, which I personally think is a load of sh*t. I of course would go back to public school in the fall, but until then, I don't know what to do. Part of me misses going to school every day, getting out of the house, and seeing people every single day. Another part of me is tired of change, and just wants to sit with this. I don't know what to do.