I just discovered this site as well! I used to be just as bad. My days were consumed with worry and fear over v*. My fear started when I was around 9 years old. I got a norovirus, and somehow developed the phobia. That was also the last time I v* oddly enough. I'm 26 now. I have since gained a little more control over my emet. But I still develop pretty intense anxiety when anything sv* related comes around. My friends and family think I'm nuts!

jennjt- I see your a jenn from Tennessee as well