I've been so anxious the last two to three days that I've barely been able to eat. My sister suffers from IBS and wasn't well over the weekend she had n* and d* Saturday but no v*. My family has an alternative healer we go to, he can pick up on all sorts of things in all sorts of strange places and 'remove' it from your energy. Anyway my sister and I went to see him yesterday(monday) and he found noro virus in her pancreas. I was already anxious and that just made me terrified. I hadn't been as diligent about hand washing or anything over the weekend, because I just assumed it was my sisters IBS. I'm now scared I could be infected, if I am I know I can't do anything about it. But it's a lot of stress and extra worry when I've already been so on edge for so long. Today I'm really tired and fatigued, I have a sore back and belly (constipation I think). And I think it's just all the stress and anxiety and lack of food taking its toll. But I just can't relax, I'm going to be completely on guard until Thursday (I figure if she had the virus until Monday but was pretty much asymptomatic I could still get sick within the next 48 + hrs)
I just really need some kind words and support I guess. I'm so sick of having this phobia. I don't want it any more.