Hmmm, I have been thinking about this and am just not sure! I'm very routine with certain things, like my food, for example, or my work outs. I freak out, though, planning things in advance, because like others have said, fear of me or my family being sick or letting someone down if I'm having a "panicky" moment. Plus, if I commit to something, I totally stress about it beforehand-- when it comes to social things, I suppose I'm better being spontaneous. I start feeling restless and "unfulfilled" when I find myself in a Groundhog Day situation... Like, I'm just going through the motions? Interesting question, though. I'm going to have to reflect on it a bit more



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