Girlfriend is non-stop v*ing.
My girlfriend has been v* for hours. Thankfully I was at work for most of it but I just got home and a few minutes later she was in the bathroom and I could hear her v*ing even through the walls and the TV turned up to 50 to try to drown it out. She has Panic Disorder and she is swearing to me that this has happened to her from it before, but I'm convinced that she's just saying that so I won't freak out. She's extremely weak too. She's feeling really guilty that she's feeling this way and v*ing while I'm here. I'm extra anxious because today is my ten year anniversary since my last sv*. It makes me so anxious to even type that out or think about it. Basically, I'm holding my panic inside so my girlfriend won't feel guilty but I am screaming and crying inside.
Keep my heart light, maintain internal heights.