I definitely watch myself at the gym. I don't know who's been there and what goes on in their lives and I'm glad I don't. I got irritated yesterday and it shouldn't have. But my grandma just recently caught a SV. So she hasn't been well for the last few days. She said she needed a few things and my dad said to call me to get them. Which I wouldn't mind as long as I didn't go in. But she said no I'm too sick for help she was going to go herself. And that makes me mad. Those who go out sick rather than seeking a little help. Many people do it and its aggravating. One reason I hate going to stores. Plus I wish I had my own garden so I wouldn't have to worry about food contamination. Ugh... I hate how my mind works. If anyone knew how it worked or if they could read my mind they'd go running for their own sanity. I try to look at my emet as a illness itself.