chris_alice, I always see you giving all this advice to other members about being rational and how to not let the fear win, yet you're still here, on this forum, talking to all of us every day (which is feeding the fear btw). People who are here aren't looking for a therapist, not the ones that I've talked to anyways. Please take into consideration that sometimes the comments you make come off sounding rude. I agree with mamafear on this one, sorry.