Thank you guys for your support and I'm sorry for bringing up the suicide thingy but I don't think that would help me now. (Can we please avoid that subject with me? I'm sorry I brought it up)

" I think you meant you wanted to take as much as possible but make sure nothing happens to you"

Yes that's exactly why I said it... I've taken much before but my side-effects were small as I'm kinda... "used" to the drowsiness. Even now, I stayed up too long because I didn't want to suffer like I did yesterday lol.