Even if it's a SV, it doesn't mean you will necessarily v*. You've gone quite a long time feeling n* and not being s* so I doubt you will be now. And, from personal experience, even if you were the actual act itself won't be as bad as the prolonged period of nausea you have suffered and may even be a relief. It's probably a 24/48 hour thing at most... Sometimes these things come and go as quickly as they came. Bet you are fine tomorrow morning... I know it's hard when you need to sleep but are scared to... Best thing is to prop yourself up in bed and do something to distract yourself. I know that's a cliche but if you try it, it will definitely help - try some quiet TV, reading a magazine or text a friend... Ask yourself what is the worst that could happen? You will be ok eventually I promise. X