Hey Allie,
think about the time u were doing so well - and before that maybe u werent doing well - so that time will come again. just hold on and this crap time will be over im sure (hmm well put emma!)
but u know what i mean right? [img]smileys/smilies_02.gif[/img]
it sounds like ur going thro a rough patch again - and i am too this week - maybe its something to do with the moon? [img]smileys/smilies_12.gif[/img]
anyways - please dont hate urself, ur strong and this crap bit will pass soon - try and focus on something nice/good in ur life.
ems x