Sorry to hear that. You can rant. That's why we are all here, because we suffer the same problem. I can't say I was ever recovered maybe in remission. All I know is these past few months have been the hardest I've ever been through and I don't know why. You'll make it back. My mom was the one who helped me but since she's no longer here I can't have her support and encouragement to help me through my rough patches. I have to try and rely on my husband who thinks I'm a nutcase because of it.

Don't beat yourself up over it, you did it once you can do it again. And if you have trouble we are always here.