I forgot to mention I have fears that certain things might make me sick. If I go to bed early I'm getting sick. If I fall asleep after I turn the tv off ill get sick. If a bus goes by and I breath the air around it ill get sick. I throw away perfectly good food because I'm afraid to get sick. If someone in a public place walks by holding their stomach I'm sure they're sick and ill get it. I am paralyzed by this!