I was always somewhat frightened of vting as a child, because it happened to me several times when I was growing up, & as I never saw anyone else in my family v, i thought that I had something seriously wrong with me & my parents didn`t want to discuss it with me. I think that it was because I couldn`t understand what was happening, & why it was happening. The event that really made me fear vting in a big way was the terrible hangover in 1997, where I kept vting, & I actually wondered if i was going to die at one point.