This one party i went to back in january was the most drunk i have ever been. I also smoked a lot of mary jane so that made it worse. Never vomited though, which was a miracle. Felt like it in the morning but that feeling passed after a few hours. In terms of the phobia, I get moody sometimes about drinking and worried it will make me ill. But then there are times where I just think, fuck it and do it and never end up sick anyway. I think I know my limits quite well.