I just put broke 5 Phenergan pills and placed them under my tongue so I hope it helps. I'm almost brought to tears from both the waves of pain, which aren't as strong as the first one and are far between, and from this anxiety...
I just don't want to live anymore. I'm so afraid of this nausea that I think I'll vomit if I start to cry so I'm not gonna do that.

I hope my mom comes to check in on me so i can go to the doctors.