Re: i think im dying
You need help immediately. Your internal organs will start to fail if you do not get sufficient hydration and whether or not you want to go to the hospital becomes a moot point because you will end up in one!
I don't mean to sound harsh but what does it matter if your mom thinks you're doing this "for attention" or not? People do not intentionally starve/thirst themselves to the point they need to be kon IVs unless something is seriously wrong-physically or mentally. If you are at the point of passing out just from standing up, that is your body telling you that something is wrong and must be dealt with, NOW, not later! Your mom needs to remember that healthy, happy people strive to stay OUT of the hospital, not go to one.
Please listen to your body and get the help you need!
Jennifer
“The mind is its own place, and in itself can make a heaven of hell, a hell of heaven..”
― John Milton, Paradise Lost