Ive done many of stupid things when it comes to this phobia. I would say the stupidest things I've done and one of my biggest regrets is not going to my Family reunion last year. The family gets together and goes camping for four days at a lake back in Texas. We have one like every year and I hadn't been able to go cuz I lived out of state but the year I finally get to go my emet was in full force. My grandma was there and was real sick but I was to scared to go. I wanted to see her because it had been years since I had seen her. She ended up passing away a few weeks later. I hate myself for letting this phobia get in my way of things that are important. Ill never get the chance to make up for that.