-Okay, so you don't want to take anti-anxiety meds, but you're happy to pump yourself full of pills to stop yourself from vomiting? I don't get it.-

Well, I said the anti anxiety meds kinda messed me up. I've only tried 2 different type of anxiety pills and 1 antidepressant but Lorazepam (Ativan?) and ahh... I forgot what it was... they didn't feel like anything happened but they caused an anxiety attack which confused my primary care doctor.


About the Dyskinesia... firstly I'm sorry to hear about that about your aunt... I can't imagine the pain from... relocating the hinge...
Both my primary care and gastric doctor are afraid of my fear habits in relation to dyskinesia. They both know that I "Regularly" overdose on phenergan but they also know that I won't eat (or sleep, or live for a second without a panic attack) without an antiemetic. My gastric doctor tried to give me Metoproclamide sublingual to stop my promethazine abuse but he was pretty nervous about giving me another medicine which can cause twitches. I didn't tell him about my periodic trigeminal nerve ticks, but I can't tell him.

I checked on google about the Rescue Remedy, but I only found things for puppies haha


Okay I haven't been completely truthful about my doctors; that was my anxiety speaking and I really REALLY apologize.

My gastro doctor said I'm suffering from constipation, bad at that. He wholeheartedly thinks that all of my nausea comes from the constipation (only going twice a week is apparently bad). I told him that the stool softeners bloated my stomach and caused nausea and pangs. He looked kinda confused and "at a loss." He said that the constipation was probably causing IBS flares, causing me to lose my appetite, causing me to lose thirst which reduces my stress threshold, increasing my anxiety which does a number on nausea and everything. So right now, constipation is my cause.

I'm sorry for twisting the truth, but I honestly wasn't thinking well. I wasn't. I'm sorry...
I wasn't trolling, I was just lost? I don't know. I really just don't.