Just wanted to say your story has truly inspired me. i have had treatment but still have this phobia because my treatment never finished. going to the doctors on the 5th of august to see what they can do for me and see if they can help again. In someways my treatment did work I have a social life again and I'm not as afraid as I used to be. I just find being in closed spaces where I can't get out difficult like being on a car or bus. which i found out about a month ago. I want to be over it completely though because one day I want to be a mum like yourself. An hopefully like you with having children it will be the making of this fear to go away then make it worse.