It is not about you anymore, there is a life inside you. You need to think about the baby and get the best care for you and your baby. If you are thinking about killing yourself while you are pregnant, you need to be in the hospital so you cannot harm yourself or the baby. Fear of vomiting is not worth giving up your life or harming your baby. Please get help. HUGS

PS Not eating when preg can make your blood sugar go haywire and give you morn sickness. It can harm both you and the baby too. You need plenty of calories to support both of you. EAT.