Thanks Daniela and Beth Rose
It was pretty devastating but at least he's not suffering anymore.
and my mum is French and she loves Italy and is so happy I'm going there and seeing the family etc so I'll think of her when I get stressed.
my husband is pretty good but I've been really difficult the last few weeks and I think he'll need some valium by the time we leave, I'm stressing him out a bit!
we leave 30 August do not long at all.
my mum said if I'm still stressed after 4mg I can have another 2mg in a few hours, it's still a low dose but I'll see how I go.
i'll definitely post once I get there and hopefully it will be under success stories!
i might have to post again closer to the time as I'll prob freak out by then but in the meantime I'm trying to focus on the fun things, not trawl travel blogs etc.
big hugs!