I've watched a lot of videos on youtube and surprisingly, I am less grossed out by it than my non-emet friends are.
Videos aren't triggering to me at all so if I'm with a friend and we're watching TV or something and somebody v*s, I might "flinch" a little, but no anxiety, while my friends always go "UGHHH" and cringe haha. But yes it's completely normal to be disgusted by it, the only thing you want to get rid of is feeling anxious or fearful about it![]()