No one is saying we don't want you here. You're a valued member of the IES community. I personally loved our Facebook chats! I am your friend, or I'm trying to be. It's just that, again, we don't know how to help you. I don't know if I'm the only one to feel like that. Why so we need to forgive you? You haven't done anything wrong. People aren't traitors because they disagree with you. If they were, I'd have about a billion traitors just on this site alone because of all the people who've disagreed with things I've said! One of my best friends would probably be a traitor, but she's not. No one is conspiring against you, and I'm not sure why you'd think they are. What's brought all this on, Ana?